Dec 19, 2008
I Wonder…
I wonder…
I wonder why… I feel a strange feeling like this.
I couldn’t found the reason that stay behind all of this.
I don’t know…
Normally, I want to stay hidden… to stay unknown. I feel a little bit uncomfortable if anyone or anything knows about me too much. Maybe it’s because I’m too much worried about too much things. Maybe because someone scared the hell out of me (I just learned this language from someone… haha)
But now I’m change albeit not much.
I don’t know why…
OK… to be honest. Maybe I know the reason… the reason that I can’t tell, because I’m not sure about it and my ego prevent me to tell it. Maybe I’m too proud of myself that make me fail to admit it.
Maybe it’s the time to think over it again.
Maybe it’s the time for a rejuvenating withdrawal from excess distractions that come from inside.
Maybe it’s the time to remain silent, although sometimes I couldn’t resist my will to speak out what’s in my mind.
Yeah… it’s all about possibilities.
Now I have to rearrange everything…
My mind is completely stuck and going nowhere. errggghhh…
