Nov 18, 2009
Letter from my friend
This is a letter from my friend. So long not to see him… I think he is very well right now. 
How are you doing brother…
I hope you are fine there.
Here,… I think I’m fine too… but…. eh Can’t be helped, right… human is always complaint about their life. Just like me. Hehe.
I wonder… always wonder… why I live in this world for so long?
Why do I live? It seems like I’m complicating myself huh?? Haha
Ok then let’s think simple way.
In my life, I always thought that I need to have this or that, I need to pursue my dream. Why? Of course because I love it ! Why I love it? Duh… I’m complicating myself once again. Haha
I don’t know… but I feel the harder I try to reach my dream, the more unpleasant feeling I got. It feel like I force myself into the cliff.
I realize that the pleasure need to be paid with suffering and pressure from the environment where I live right now.
Even though I get all I want, will I be satisfied with all of it? *sigh…
I feel that I’m very stupid.
Maybe I’m not fully aware about my consciousness. Maybe I’m still dreaming and never wake up even though I got bad dreams.
No satisfaction at all.
Brother…Did you ever loved someone? I think I’m falling in love with… more than one person.
Please don’t judge me as crazy but this is the truth. I’m easily attracted with girl. I don’t know why. If you wise you’ll say that I’m good at looking at someone’s quality, but if you not- I think you’ll say that I’m flirtatious. Haha..
You know what,… Usually I’m not easily bribed with money, but if it’s about women… I think I’m not firm enough to stand against them… haha KicK My AsS !!! 
Maybe this is my last obstacle. If I can get through this… maybe I’ll feel better. But who can guess..
Woman is not easy to handle… they’re just like small little cup… so fragile. You always want to handle it with care because you don’t want to make it break…. That’s why it’s not easy to get along with them. Somehow,… you’ll feel that you’re already lost your freedom.
But this is life, and it can’t be helped that I love them so much.
Brother… how about you? You’re always silent about your feeling. So long we have become friend but I never know much about your relationship with woman.
Brother… maybe I can give you some advice… If you can let go of everything, you will not afraid of losing anything. So, just be calm and see this life the way it is. OK?
Brother… see you later.
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