Heh… to think about it, I always like this kind of weather, but one of my friend don’t like it. He said cloudy weather is like giving an impression that someone is sick.

Hm.. I think it’s just a matter of point of view.

To be honest, I hate sunny hot weather. But I always wonder why people in european country mostly like to take on vacation to tropical island? It’s hot in here you know !!!

Ha… maybe they are just bored with cold weather at their own country. It can be helped, of course.

In my country there’s a popular idiom : “neighbour’s grass is always greener than your own grass”. It means that we often feel that what we have is not as good as what the neighbour has. To sum it up, it also means that human will never satisfied with what they have, instead they’re always jealous with what other people had. What a pity, right?

We seemed to chase on a lot of things endlessly to the point that we forget to appreciate what we already had.

Greed is one of human problem. It consume your precious time without you knowing about it. It’s progressed to a degree that we actually don’t know what we want. We become confused, unsettled, lost in the middle of nowhere.

So, what would you gonna do if you come into this circumstances?

Honestly said, it once happened to me, and sometimes if I get lucky, I feel tired and easily forget anything. That’s the only time when I feel really relaxed. But most of time, I can’t let go of all my daily works, all my worries, and every stuffs in my head. It’s like your brain tied up to a strong iron chain that made you hard to let go all your problems.

I always said to myself that in order to free myself I need to rely on myself. Others can just give some help, but they will never be able to take the problems out of your head and finish it off at once. But sure, words is always easier to said than to be accomplished.

Argh… I think I gonna need good rest and meditate to calm my mind.

But you always know that the pig is always lazy. Even if you give them a plate of delicious cakes, maybe they are reluctant to walk for a few meter to get the food.

The same happens to me. Sigh… Maybe I’m already overslept these recent days.
The job is on waiting list. First, I need to complete my ebook about meditation. Then I have to finish my translation service website. It’s a lot of work of course. But it can’t be helped.

You must work diligently in order to achieve what you want in life, right?
No need to say, I’m sure that most of you will agree on what I said.

But, why… Why do my eyes can’t kept open in daytime. I’m half aware.

Maybe I’m lack of motivation. That’s why I need to sort out my priorities and the objectives, the goals I want to obtain in near future.

Work.. work… work… work… Sigh… Ganbatte !!!

I’m really exicited that people can live well only by playing game. Yea… maybe it’s not a game, but for me it just a game. A trick, merely a valuation game.

But still, I keep on wondering… we’ll always going up and down. For everything that happen to us, we tend to follow the flow. Is that good or bad?
Hmmm.. I don’t know, but maybe it’s neither good nor bad. And I guess I don’t have to care much about that.

Let’s see if my goal will become reality. At least some people will happy with my achievement, because I will share my winning prize with them. Hmmm… to be honest, maybe that’s not my achievement, because I get some help from unknown source, but I’ll still keep on working so I can win without any assistance.

And for you who are starting to think… STOP !!! I’m NOT cheating !!!
Cheating is not my style of playing.

I win because someone tell me how to win without CHEATING, but unfortunately that person didn’t teach me how it works, so I got to find it by myself. *sigh

GANBATTE !!

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It’s a big sale. New Year Sale…
Yeap, it happen every year near the end of previous year. People are very busy, making such noise in every corner of the plaza.

It’s normal since we all know that we’re now facing global recession and we have to take advantage of every saving chance that comes.

2009 is also same as the previous year,… if we won’t call it worst.
Self control again is an issue. I did realize that our mind state and our mood is much more influenced by external factor rather than internal factor.
We’re somehow connected with everyone and everything around us.
Our work partner, our family, our financial, etc…
You can see that every entity around us is having much influence on how we react at something, how we think, and how we feel when we’re facing certain circumstances.

We’re connected each other and our destiny, our pathway of life often go into wrong direction as we try to save ourselves or defend ourselves.
Life is about survival, right?… but sometimes we’re applying wrong method to survive… and we never know it !!!

Now, I’m living with full of insecure feeling.
I have a lot of worries, and I don’t know where I’m heading into. I hope that I’m not heading into the death valley.

Happy New Year, everybody !!!

Time flew so fast. We’re older and older. I don’t know… everytime new year comes, I’m always think about my ages.
To be honest, I’m not satisfied with my progress at 2008. Too much things did not happen as expected.

But, that’s life.
You just need to learn from your mistake to achieve success. We can say that success is a product of a bunch of mistakes.

Next year, I have to be a better person.

Ganbatteeeee !!!!!!!!

Every time we feel anxious. We’re worrying about our career, we’re worrying about our relationship, we’re worrying about our family, we’re worrying about our health, and we’re worrying about our family. We have too much things to worry about, and we tend to create disbelief in our mind system. We are starting to create boundaries around us and it will harm us in the future.

Actually, I’m very tired of this and I always think about it. This won’t get me anywhere… this is completely useless. I just need to feel relaxed. I just need to control myself. The most dangerous enemy comes from your inner, and when you find solution to tame your ego… you’ll become a better person.

So, the first thing I should do is to recognize the forms of the mind. I should not try to destroy it, rather to tame it. It’s sure not an easy job because it’s easier to kill than to cure.

Still long way to go… I hope I’ll get to the place where I always wanted to.

Good night… my friends.

The problem is this country is very depended on other country.
Yeah… it can’t be helped but in the future we should get lesson about this. We should consider about diversification and learn how to be an autonomous country.

How about you? Do you ever think about starting your own business instead of working for a company?

Recently, I read about online business article at this site : http://ebusiness.article89.com . I’m quite interested and I think I’ll try it.

I think I’ll start my way doing online business, blogging and another online money making opportunities.

To be honest, I’m really jealous with people who had earning from online activities or freelance job. It’s because I love freedom.

Recently, through google I found an interesting blog. The owner of this blog is a girl from the same city as mine. She is a freelance designer and blogger. You can check out her blog at http://www.wiehanne.com .
She is not working with any company instead working as a freelancer. And that’s really make me jealous. haha..
Can you imagine that you can go anywhere anytime you like. haizzz…

I think from now on, I have to work harder and harder. May my jealousy lead me to success.
Ganbatte !!!

It must be a good news for Indonesian people who have earning in US Dollar currency, but for me whose salary paid in rupiah… it’s ………… REALLY BADDDD !!!! ARRrrrGGGGhhhhhhh….

I don’t know.

Maybe I should working harder. Maybe it’s the sign that there is no time to enjoy myself. I have to work harder. The question is : Can I ??? T-T ufffff……

GANBATTE !!!