Nov 27, 2008 Comments Off
The Most Dangerous Enemy : Ego
Last night, I couldn’t sleep…
I’m very anxious to find out about certain issues in my life and I couldn’t find the answer… I felt irritated by this condition, but it couldn’t be helped.
I took my time browsing through the web… searching information about metta meditation. Google gave me some results, and I was directed to a forum where people talk about Buddhism.
They had a quite complex conversation in there, and I was delighted because I found some new inspiration from it.
Every time we feel anxious. We’re worrying about our career, we’re worrying about our relationship, we’re worrying about our family, we’re worrying about our health, and we’re worrying about our family. We have too much things to worry about, and we tend to create disbelief in our mind system. We are starting to create boundaries around us and it will harm us in the future.
Actually, I’m very tired of this and I always think about it. This won’t get me anywhere… this is completely useless. I just need to feel relaxed. I just need to control myself. The most dangerous enemy comes from your inner, and when you find solution to tame your ego… you’ll become a better person.
So, the first thing I should do is to recognize the forms of the mind. I should not try to destroy it, rather to tame it. It’s sure not an easy job because it’s easier to kill than to cure.
Still long way to go… I hope I’ll get to the place where I always wanted to.
Good night… my friends. 
