Find your own boundaries.
Recently, I read about an article. It said that every time we wake up, we should put a smile on our face. Smile will brighten your day.
I try to do it… but it seems easy to say than to do.
This morning I try to smile, but it only last for seconds. After that I’m back to my boring face. I don’t know… maybe I found some boundaries inside my head.
It’s a worry and fear and laziness.
Some friends suggest me to do what I fear, to feel the thing that I worry the most. But can I?
That’s a stupid question. I will never know before I do it.
It must be pretty hard for sure… but it’s life and you have to keep moving on.
Maybe it’s pretty hard for every one of us to decide whether weekend or weekday is better. Of course a lot of people will choose weekend,… but there’s always somebody like me who hate weekend. And unfortunately, I hate weekday too.. T-T
Weekday is full of problem (for this moment), and weekend is the time when I get bored of everything.
Do I need to find a girlfriend or do I need to do something for my own good?
I don’t know. It’s easier to say that I’m really confused right now. I think a lot, I hope a lot, and I grasp a little. Right now my mind is very complex, maybe like a complex highways.
Feeling of Fear, Worry, Bored, Sickened all stirred and it’s really annoying.
All I need now is to calm my mind. To be happy. To be myself, and to be unattached by everything else. I think I should take some meditation session.
I’ll be back with new power and new spirit. I promise. ^^
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