Jan 14, 2009 Comments Off
New Year… Same Spirit…
There is no significant change happen in 2009 for me, since I feel the same. The old habits is repeated every year. Not only me… but almost everyone do the same thing as new year came by.
This is a small example…

It’s a big sale. New Year Sale…
Yeap, it happen every year near the end of previous year. People are very busy, making such noise in every corner of the plaza.
It’s normal since we all know that we’re now facing global recession and we have to take advantage of every saving chance that comes.
2009 is also same as the previous year,… if we won’t call it worst.
Self control again is an issue. I did realize that our mind state and our mood is much more influenced by external factor rather than internal factor.
We’re somehow connected with everyone and everything around us.
Our work partner, our family, our financial, etc…
You can see that every entity around us is having much influence on how we react at something, how we think, and how we feel when we’re facing certain circumstances.
We’re connected each other and our destiny, our pathway of life often go into wrong direction as we try to save ourselves or defend ourselves.
Life is about survival, right?… but sometimes we’re applying wrong method to survive… and we never know it !!!
Now, I’m living with full of insecure feeling.
I have a lot of worries, and I don’t know where I’m heading into. I hope that I’m not heading into the death valley.